I've loss my path. My head is heavy. The earth is pushing my face down into the dirt in front of me. My whole life I knew what I wanted to be. But, now I'm not sure. I'm meandering down this path digressing and repressing what I want. I feel like I've never felt. I feel like I need to separate to take a step back and regain my faith. I need to step away to regain confidence tremendously, and try to live alone and even like it. Or, maybe even try to understand why I can't open my right hand to see what I have in store for me in life.